where summer begins
by bam
it’s inevitable. ever since we ripped out the rug that wanted to be a putting green, tore down the faux attic, and hauled in the wicker chairs someone abandoned in the alley, the room where summer begins, middles, and ends is here where the concrete floor is cracked, the wicker threatens to unravel, and the old paneled-door-cum-dining-table wobbles. and makes a balancing act of every breakfast, lunch, or dinner plate.
apparently, i like things off-kilter, a bit rough around the edges. at least when it comes to my definition of summer, where the living is unstructured, unbound, and on its own sweet time.
we’re back home from faraway land, hipsterville USA where the summer is launched with the naked midnight bike ride, held under the full moon of may — and every month, and every season thereafter. we don’t launch the summer thusly here; far as we get is kicking off our shoes, but it’s official summer nonetheless here in WickerLand, where we don’t wait for the solstice to get things underway.
we call this “the summer house,” and only because that’s what the long-ago realtor called it, and we’re not ones to shake things up. of late, i’m trying to take to calling it the summer porch, because that’s a wee bit less confusing. but, either way, what it is is a screened room attached to the garage, and surrounded by my storybook garden. it’s storybook because i imagine it to be a whole lot prettier than it really is, but what’s the point of imagination if you can’t put it to good use and your own personal advantage every once in a while. i’ve got vines climbing up both corners and a white pine that’s trying to reach the sky. birdhouses dangle and perch from just about every angle. and a brick path meanders from the back door to here. and meandering is everything, don’t you think?
it’s more or less an inside-out bird cage, only i’m the one inside the screened-in cage and the birds flit wildly on the outside, not minding me at all. they flit and flirt, squawk and warble and feed each other worms right before my eyes.
ever since we unfolded ourselves from all the hours on the airplane and in the speeding taxi cab the other evening, i’ve been sinking deep into the velvet folds of summer here in the corner of the world i call home. there’s something about this summer — the ease of it, the at-last of it — that feels hard-won and worthy of the wait.
it promises to be summer unedited. the college kid has a job hauling sail boats at the beach, which by any measure is quintessential summer. the resident architecture critic is gearing up for his first triathlon, and i am up to my elbows in the verb that for me is synonymous with summer: garden, as in “to garden.” really, that means i am yanking weeds from their misplaced scatterings, but regardless of the specifics, it has me out with spade and rake and once again employing imagination. and occasional consternations: while we were away some furry someone feasted on every luscious leaf of my fledgling black raspberry, but my faith-testing with its fellow blackberry paid off and what for weeks was nothing but a bare-naked stick in the ground is now sprouting its own itty-bitty leaves.
once again, my farm — aka raised bed of herbs, tomatoes, cukes, and now two berry bushes in waiting — is where the summer gospels are likeliest to be preached. lessons in resilience, in patience. in careful and doting attentions. all enfold all the holy wisdoms i might need to carry me through june, july, and august.
it promises to be a redolent summer. a summer unlike any we have known in our sweet lifetimes. it’s one for relishing all the simple joys, the ones we refrained from all last year: picnics with friends. shared potato salad even. easy comings and goings. dashing to the store for one more pint of raspberries, and a sack of peaches too.
summer without a mask (only around the duly vaccinated, that is). summer slow and easy. summer with a pinch of relish.
it all seems sweeter now. sweeter than i ever remember.
sweet as the slump soon dripping down my chin.
speaking of slump, here’s the recipe: (with thanks to marsha of low country carolina for reminding me how delicious it is…..) (i think i leave this recipe here every summer; oh, well!)
Blueberry Slump
(As instructed by a friend bumped into by the berry bins; though long forgotten just whom that was, the recipe charms on, vivid as ever…)
Yield: 1 slump
2 pints blueberries dumped in a soufflé dish (fear not, that’s as close as we come to any sort of highfalutin’ cuisine Française around here….)
Splash with 2 to 3 Tbsps. fresh lemon juice
Cinnamon, a dash
In another bowl, mix:
1 cup flour
1 cup sugar
1 stick butter, cut into pea-sized bits
{Baker’s Note: Add a shake of cinnamon, and make it vanilla sugar, if you’re so inspired…(I usually am. All you need do to make your sugar redolent of vanilla bean is to tuck one bean into your sugar canister and forget about it. Whenever you scoop, you’ll be dizzied by high-grade vanilla notes.)}
* Spoon, dump, pour flour-sugar-butter mix atop the berries.
* Bake at 350-degrees Fahrenheit, half an hour.
(Oh, goodness, it bubbles up, the deepest berry midnight blue. Looks like you took a week to think it through and execute. Ha! Summer in a soufflé dish. Sans soufflé….)
* Serve with vanilla ice cream. But of course….
Tiptoe out to where you can watch the stars, I was tempted to add. But then I quickly realized you might choose to gobble this up for breakfast, lunch or a late summer afternoon’s delight. In which case a dappled patch of shade will do….*
*from the pages of good ol’ Slowing Time…
where do you begin summer?
and speaking of summer, two very very very beloved friends of the chair are back-to-back birthdaying in the days ahead: sweet amy of illinois (the very description long ago that introduced me to her), who dwells along the banks of the mighty mississippi, and nan of my heart….happy blessed days to the pair of you. xoxox
Your picture of the wicker chair next to the view of sun backlighting lush emerald leaves could easily be titled, “Happy Place.” Thank you, again, for a lovely reflection on entering summer!
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Your descriptions are a redolent and welcome mental vacation for me. Thank you for that B. Love your off-kilter, pre-solstice, warbling & chirping, triathlon bound, storybook gardening, inside-out-bird-cage (!) in a festooned wave of a 2021 s u m m e r homecoming (after a year on hold!)
You remind me of the power of words to transport!
Summer for me is right here in Deerfield with Lynda cultivating our atmosphere with love and courage driving winds of fear away.
To Summer!! {Some’r seizing the day, some aren’t.}
xoxoxox thank you for being a close reader, sweet M! ❤ ❤ <3!!!
I read your post this morning, dashed off to PT, returned home again, dashed off to the bank, answered a phone call, and now it’s afternoon already. In between the dashings off and answerings, I’ve turned over and over again in my mind your delectable turn of phrase: “….sinking into the deep velvet folds of summer.” (This phrase lowers blood pressure: repeat PRN!) Speaking of delectable, I’d like to make some vanilla sugar. We have plenty of sugar on hand, but we’ll have to rustle ourselves up a vanilla bean. Thank you for the lovely birthday wishes, my loveliest one. Happiest of birthdays to you, dearest Nan, my birthday buddy! xoxoxo
summer is like that sometimes — a wee bit of dashing in between the lollygagging. soooo glad PT is on your morning to-do list, and hope your ankle does the happy dance. or maybe even the happy wiggle. i hope this weekend brings you all joys, from sunrise to sunset and under starry dome in between. sending giant hug, from my edge of illinois! xoxo
Happy birthday, dear Amy! ❤ xoxoxoxo
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“apparently, i like things off-kilter, a bit rough around the edges.”
I fit that description! 🙂
We had a screened “summer house” (we called it that, too) next to the garage of the house where I grew up. When my parents bought the house, it was leaning at such a precarious angle, I don’t know how it stayed standing. But dad the whizbang carpenter fixed it right up (complete with bench seats that opened for storage!), and we loved it. Yours is a real treasure!
Thank you, dear heart, for the wishes. My well-armored heart can’t hear them right now, but I have tucked them away in a safe place for when it can. xoxo
And BK! A triathalon?!?!?! Holy moly! Prayers abound!
Love that heart in all its states, and treasure knowing you’ll save the hopes and prayers and wishes for another day. Xox
Ah, bam, you set the standard for summer living. My wicker, purchased at rummage sales in college and not long after, nearly five decades ago, is stuffed into my condo sunroom. The rapidly declining catalpa just outside still provides shade. Tempers the ancestral peonies transplanted below too. I understand storybook gardens–I have two score new plants to still shoehorn into the front-yard and the windowsill kitchen garden. Can’t even remember what I was thinking. Three tomato plants are struggling in buckets on the garage roof, where the condo association has banished them. Such is life. Looking forward to blueberry slump, but first, Henry’s rhubarb supreme. I love easy summer confections. Let’s definitely get a jump on the season!
oh, my! rhubarb supreme?!?! sounds divine. that pink ooze is always a big hit in any form around here. because i am living with two total health nuts this summer, i might need to make it a rhubarb protein shake. ick. your garden sounds lovely to me. we merely need to slip on our magic glasses, and we can see beauty where others see, um, wind-tossed weeds…..
bless you for delighting me with your words this soft summer’s morning. xoxo
Protein shake? Double ick. Here’s the Brockman family recipe. I do cut back just a little on the sugar, both in the crust and the filling. Healthy? Um, there’s rhubarb. Delicious? Absolutely. You have to live.
Rhubarb Supreme
Rhubarb is one of the easiest things to make a dessert with. For beginners, simply chop the rhubarb into ½ inch pieces, and put into a heavy saucepan with a little water in the bottom. Cook on low heat, stirring occasionally, until it has become a chunky sauce. Add sugar to taste. Serve over vanilla ice cream. Experienced dessert makers undoubtedly have their favorite rhubarb pie recipe, but here is our family’s favorite rhubarb dessert. Made with either the red-stemmed or green-stemmed rhubarb, even people who “don’t like rhubarb” love the shortbread crust and custardy topping of Rhubarb Supreme.
1 cup flour
1/3 cup powdered sugar
1/2 cup butter
2 eggs
1-1/2 cup sugar
1/4 cup flour
3/4 tsp baking powder
3 cups chopped rhubarb
Mix the flour and powdered sugar together in a bowl. Cut in the butter until the mixture is coarse and crumbly. Press into an 8 x 8 or 8 x 10 pan. Bake at 350 for 15 minutes.
Beat eggs slightly. Add remaining ingredients and stir until well combined. Pour into hot crust and return to 325 oven for 35 minutes. Cool. Sprinkle with powdered sugar before serving.
ohhhhhhhh, this sounds HEAVENLY! and there is a boy in this house, two at the moment actually, who LOOOOOOOOVES rhubarb, so this will be tucked right into the to-do file (the pleasant version thereof). thank you thank you for sharing…..xox
Growing up in our little town, the first hint of summer came along when it was time to head out to the fields behind our middle school for softball practice. As soon as the snow melted, we grabbed our baseball gloves, jackets and hats so that we could get in as much throwing, catching, batting and base running as possible before the official softball season began.
As an adult, gardening replaced softball. As soon as the snow melted we’d wait patiently for the first signs of new growth. We’d put on our gardening gloves, jackets and those shoes deemed for gardening-a pair that would never be seen inside the house for the duration of the summer. We fertilized, weeded, cleaned the beds and cut back the dead limbs. Then we planted. It was a lot of work, but boy was it worth it! Your storybook garden sounds like it requires a lot of TLC as well, Barbie. And it also sounds beautifully delicious!
Currently in our senior years, we’ve left the suburbs and the gardening behind us. We’ve down-sized to an apartment in Chicago because we won the privilege of becoming season ticket holders for the Cubs. So now, the first hint of summer begins with the official major league baseball season. Our opening day with the Cubs, which is in April. Once again we grab our gloves, jacket and hat and head out to the baseball field to watch as much throwing, catching, batting and base running as possible. I guess that you can call it a full circle moment.
I will never be able to come up with the poetic prose that you do in telling a story Barbie, not even a sentence. But I want to thank you for giving us something to think and write about each week. I’d also like to make a quick comment regarding your Portlandia story last week. I have another friend whose daughter lived in Portland and after visiting her there she made comments quite similar to yours. I’d love to visit it and experience it myself one day! But as far as reluctant travel goes, I think that the more you do it, the easier it becomes. Airports can be daunting at times but then all of a sudden, something interesting pops up!
I just had to take a photo of it for you.
I’m unable to download the photo here so I’ll email it to you. ❤️
ohhhhh, sweetheart, i love your soulful winsome meander of a thought topping my thoughts. it’s all a layering of thoughts and stories here, each one perfect in the telling. love that softball became a garden spade became baseball and ivy-covered walls. can’t wait to see your airport photo. it was so curious that on the way TO portland, i walked through o’hare as if a newly-birthed invention, the corridor into space. but by the time we flew home, i was treating the airports as if just another day of travel, except with mask. i think it’s finally sinking in that a vaccine is a vaccine, and the science underlying it is keeping me safe as the vaccines that have kept me from polio and TB and all the rest. bless the scientists, bless them, bless them….
and thank YOU for the blessing of stopping by every week, and picking up right where we left off, um, 45 years ago. egad. you are forever 18 in my imagination. xoxox